We are loved no matter how it looks.
For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. John 3:16 – 17
Congratulations! By believing and praying that prayer, you now have eternal life. This is the great news GOD wants everyone you know or meet to have. GOD has a special plan for you.
If GOD loved you this much, why don't you love you? HE made you special and loves you deeply.